"I will build my life, upon your love It is a firm foundation. I will put my trust in you alone, And I will not be shaken" - Housefires (build my life)
It has been one year. A year ago today I walked into a dermatologist office and had someone put the word "Alopecia" on my chart. A year ago today I unknowingly walked into the craziest season of my life. Like rushing waters pouring into a home that's "not suppose to flood," I was watching bald patches appear on my scalp that "weren't suppose to be there." No one can prepare for things that aren't suppose to happen.
Honestly, I don't think that there is a "wrong" choice in this instance. Jesus would not have loved me any less if I had chosen to hide away in solitude until my hair grew back. God doesn't look down on people who, during this flood crisis, have allowed sadness to overwhelm them. These tough situations are an invitation from God to further deepen our intimacy with Him.
Sometimes when the "worst thing" happens to a person It is not the end of the book but the beginning of a new chapter. I can honestly say that this past year has been one of the best ones I've ever had - and it started with Alopecia. I would not have the confidence I have today- the vulnerability or empathy- without having to first walk through deep waters. I wouldn't be at Antioch Community Church today If I hadn't put myself out there and been willing to talk about my journey with a dear friend who invited me to my first lifegroup. My life will never be the same.
“...Do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
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About the Author: Nina Schultz is a 34 year old redhead from South Louisiana now living in Dallas, Texas. Her passion for people, creativity, and her faith has sparked many of the adventures she has found herself on. Whether it is through photography, art, music, or writing- she is always ready to capture the profoundly beautiful moments of life- common or extraordinary. Archives
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